hmm...really very very long nv update ler...haha...passed our 4 months...hmm...although quite alot quarrels but haihao...very very bored n sad tis few days...my family givin mi alot probs!!!i'm goin crazy ler!!!hai...hope i got my last grab n hope ba...hmm...or i may collapse soon...or mayb vanish ba...alot tings happened nowadays...i'm collapsin ler...i hate somethings which she can nv change de...hai...i'm utterly sad...2night i shall open my wine n drink to my heart's content...some hints she may nv get de...i'm so sad...utterly disappointed...i'm like losin everything i got...hmm...jux end my life...i wan go other quiet place...sian...buaii...dun save mi plz!!!=(

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