u nv even think whether u still love mi n u ask mi that silly ques?y must u hurt both of us that much?the way u treated mi...u dun even care about mi...i'm so silly to stand byur side always...let u treat mi for granted...i told u ler...theres a limit of wat i can do till the extent whr i cannot n onli stead can..i cannot do anything much as long u choose not to see mi...u say our character would crash...is that so?have u asked urself hu had b the one provokin mi to cause a quarrel?the prob dun lie in mi...my friends around mi should noe...i'm not easily provoked...n esp the one i love...or i care...its okie if ur decision turns out negative...i've set out a path that i wanna go...or mayb u should'nt haf came back to make mi so sad...i'm utterly dissapointed of ppl around mi...onli some ba...john bunch...they r always so fun to b with...no pressure...dun nid plan to defend myself...hai...hope u would find a good guy though...i'll no longer remain the one u wan mi to b...n if the path i chosen is into the dark one...i would nv let any gals come too close to mi...cause i dun wan to bring harm to them...n not b useful to them...haiz...i'm gone...realli gone soon...buaiix...everytime u make mi blog or write a diary then cry...my tears may not b visible to my friends but one thing thats for sure...i'm very very vulnerable...

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