how?i'm startin to feel nth...i sense that my life is miserable...no ppl by my side...friends mayb important...but they r jux for awhile...sometimes hot sometimes cold...i once dreamt that i was with a person hu luv mi n i luv her...for once i thought it was u...but u dun wan even to b with mi...y?i dun get it...8 months when we were together won't it even itch abit in ur heart?wat reasons u haf?i hope everything would b seen with ur eyes...how much i lost bcause of u...but anyway thx to those beside mi when i'm feelin down...my new club...haha...pontan club...n my friends...my nuer...my meis...n of course...my LAOPO!!!haha...huggs..gif mi advice if u all can...ty

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