hmm...tink bout it it had been 7months n 6days ler...so sad...everything really like wind xia...come n go so shortly...it had been quite long i can feel...alot of happy memories n alot unhappy ones...y everything has to b liddat...when u r not doin e right ting i m doin...when u treat mi good i wan turn back...u changed...hai...u had tis all planned i guess...i keep tellin myself not to reply u but i still cannot...dunno y...although i noe tis is love but it is like inresistable...hai...dunno how i should end tis...u told mi u nv talk to guys n all e comments prove ur lies...hai...how u wan mi to believe everything u say?nvm...u r gone n i m oso gone...we r destinated to b not together le ba...hmm...if u wan our strings to b tied up n buried its alright...i can pass u mine we dig together lor...buaii my cupid angel=(

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so long nv update my blog le wor...kao...tink like dusty le xia...sayang bloggie=D
hai...so long e relationship now came 2 an end...goin 7 months n we jux ended...it went off jux like in a few sec...hmm...true to say quite pain...regret?no i dun tink so...but will miss e good times ba...hai...all e so so happy times...would cry at night alone at places wit ur memories...tink onli u noe esp whr lar...but it has to go one day...its so fragile...so yup...rather now then later...more pain...today e alfred at my house there kao eh...i walk past then he go pull my leg...i dun care he still kp...so i turn round gave him a punch on face...his eyes bled...y i so violent xia?mayb i'm jux at a desperate end ba....still i choose not to go back...cause so pain xia...hai...comments plz...i nid advices...thx

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hmm...really very very long nv update ler...haha...passed our 4 months...hmm...although quite alot quarrels but haihao...very very bored n sad tis few days...my family givin mi alot probs!!!i'm goin crazy ler!!!hai...hope i got my last grab n hope ba...hmm...or i may collapse soon...or mayb vanish ba...alot tings happened nowadays...i'm collapsin ler...i hate somethings which she can nv change de...hai...i'm utterly sad...2night i shall open my wine n drink to my heart's content...some hints she may nv get de...i'm so sad...utterly disappointed...i'm like losin everything i got...hmm...jux end my life...i wan go other quiet place...sian...buaii...dun save mi plz!!!=(

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hmm...quite long again nv update my blog...haha...hmm...write all tis on mother's day xia...lame...this few days had been okie ba...but more n more sian cause dear is neglecting mi ler at tis point of time...ended tut late by an hr...it had been so toturin for mi jux now...dear nv reply mi...hai...i was wonderin wat she was doin...bu guan wo ler...then now at tis time when i post oso haven reply...mayb slp again ler...hai...i'm so sad...tink i'll jux go out for a walk ba...shu jian ya li...gals r wierd...at sometime they tell u they really luv u alot alot...then another day may haf lesser love...guys r jux normal ba...but temper wise not good...i'm in such a lousy mood now...hmm...guess i'll go out for a walk ba...walk far far...hmm...hope dear would do something bout tis...reply mi faster n loads...kk buaii...i'll still luv u...woaini...muackx...

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hmm...tis few days we went thru alot more...hai...we both knew onli by stayin along with each other then we will b happy ba...haha...wit someone u love most is the most happiest thing on earth...dar is so happy nowadays...dear treat dar so good...dar is like a injured prince tis few days...keep sick...but dear treat dar very good...dar very happy...no regrets even if now die...hehe...muackx...wat i unhappy about was solved yest ler...so happy...yea!!!we like very jialat yest...now okie ler...dear dun ignore dear on phone n show dar e last bit of ur luv dar would not expect anymore ler...hehe...u r e best princess of dar...so lov so lov u!!!muackx!!!woaini!!!forever!!!1314!!!yong yuan!!!=D promise 2 dear forever...hold u tight...lock ur heart up=D

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hmm...tis few days we went thru alot more...hai...we both knew onli by stayin along with each other then we will b happy ba...haha...wit someone u love most is the most happiest thing on earth...dar is so happy nowadays...dear treat dar so good...dar is like a injured prince tis few days...keep sick...but dear treat dar very good...dar very happy...no regrets even if now die...hehe...muackx...wat i unhappy about was solved yest ler...so happy...yea!!!we like very jialat yest...now okie ler...dear dun ignore dear on phone n show dar e last bit of ur luv dar would not expect anymore ler...hehe...u r e best princess of dar...so lov so lov u!!!muackx!!!woaini!!!forever!!!1314!!!yong yuan!!!=D promise 2 dear forever...hold u tight...lock ur heart up=D

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wa...today exams haihao haihao...hai...chem cannot finish...hai...i love my dear so much...tink today is cause i miss dear so much...abit headache+giddy...plus i got stomache since mornin...argh...but reach home...ARRRRRR...so relax=D
hmm...missin dear so much...even now!!!playin game wit dear n bloggin is so hard...but nvm...no matter how hard dar will pei dear...hmm...dar so happy today...slp till dunno how to wake up xia...dear slpt on dar...e feelin so good!!!yea!!!i so happy so happy...sry dear today abit later then go home...sob...nvm lar dear...wun again de...cause pei xiaodi oso ma...hope tomorrow we go somewhr very very fun xia...hehe...muackx...so luv dear!!!09*02*07

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hmm...today i like very stressed xia...tink its cause i nv slp well ba...wan wake up early to wake dear dear up...muahaha...then cannot go back slp...sob...so luv dear...i wan dear pei mi!!!sob...i wan i wan...so bored...mayb jux can hope at night pei dear go night market ba...haha...so many things happened tis few days...exams now...so stress...i may look normal...but internally very very stress...hope dear do something bout it ba...hmm...tis few days i like very busy wit litao prob...not fightin lar!!!hmm...but like songzhong n xiaobai's daughter 1 year birthday!!!i found my ring!!!e one tat is connected wit dear de...same same de...hmm...but on e day i found it...dear broke wit mi...sob...e most jekark tink is she still hold my hand n hug mi...ask mi play arcade wit her...haii...i ask xiaodi play wit her then i went to a corner in e arcade 2 shed tears...imagine mi witout u...wa tat song very xiong xia...so painful...went to xiaobai house like sad sad de...so miss dear...then luckily we patched...hai...dear dun leave dar le lar...hai...i so sad everytime...my heart is fragile...so weak...muackx...but one ting still not happy about...dear spend ur birthday wit other guys...hai...still tink not fair to ur dar mi lo...its not a good excuse u gave mi tat time...but nvm lar...over ler...i'll jux keep tat in my mind ba...sad sad...went xinyi sunnu de bbq...xiaodi wa kao...vomit in e bus...gross xia...then we go down e lower deck to sit...hehe...so love dear...i missed dear whole night...went tur e datou!!!got e pink de...gave dear...hehe...dear tink very happy...muackx...i was so giddy tat night...keep feel like faintin...my body is still very very weak...sob...dear whr u?takiare of dar plz=D

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